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Hello all.
This holiday season I lost someone very important to me. she died and I wasn't ready to say goodbye. My grandmother was an angel, who never gave up on anyone and was filled to bursting with compassion. She's the kind of woman I strive to be. Kind, loving and understanding. The kind of woman who can look at anyone and see more that what's on the surface. With her being gone I've been thinking a lot about my life and who i want to be. Most of you don't know, but I am striving to get my novels published as that is a huge passion of mine. To put story to page and share my ideas with whom ever will read them. But I also miss my art. Now I realize a few years ago I was very hard on my talent and where I was in the visual world, but after losing my grandma I realize, that I must be kind not only to others but myself. And to love the work I do. All of it. The writing, the BJD stuff AND the visual art. Too long have I brushed my visual art passion aside because I'm embarrassed, by what I see as a lack of talent. And that isn't true. I Am talented and I can love my work as much as the artist I idolize. So I am going to put in an effort to draw, to write and to love my ball jointed dolls from this day. Unto my last days. And I will take steps, though they may be small, to sharing my passions. Not only with my family and friends, but with you here on DA. I know my Grandmother wouldn't want me to hide this something wonderful in me... So I'm going to take the first terrifying leap and do something I love, unapologeticlly. So check back in with me. Leave me a comment. Tell me about someone you've lost and loved. Or tell me about someone you haven't lost, but idolize or strive to be more like.
This holiday season I lost someone very important to me. she died and I wasn't ready to say goodbye. My grandmother was an angel, who never gave up on anyone and was filled to bursting with compassion. She's the kind of woman I strive to be. Kind, loving and understanding. The kind of woman who can look at anyone and see more that what's on the surface. With her being gone I've been thinking a lot about my life and who i want to be. Most of you don't know, but I am striving to get my novels published as that is a huge passion of mine. To put story to page and share my ideas with whom ever will read them. But I also miss my art. Now I realize a few years ago I was very hard on my talent and where I was in the visual world, but after losing my grandma I realize, that I must be kind not only to others but myself. And to love the work I do. All of it. The writing, the BJD stuff AND the visual art. Too long have I brushed my visual art passion aside because I'm embarrassed, by what I see as a lack of talent. And that isn't true. I Am talented and I can love my work as much as the artist I idolize. So I am going to put in an effort to draw, to write and to love my ball jointed dolls from this day. Unto my last days. And I will take steps, though they may be small, to sharing my passions. Not only with my family and friends, but with you here on DA. I know my Grandmother wouldn't want me to hide this something wonderful in me... So I'm going to take the first terrifying leap and do something I love, unapologeticlly. So check back in with me. Leave me a comment. Tell me about someone you've lost and loved. Or tell me about someone you haven't lost, but idolize or strive to be more like.
Welcome Back!
So I've uploaded so New Dread work I've been doing. : ) I hope you all like it. <3
I want to feature My etsy shoppe in this journal and my Flickr ! So if you haven't seen those please go check it out!
Flickr:
https://www.flickr.com/photos/130374678@N04/
Etsy shoppe
https://www.etsy.com/shop/EdenSweet?ref=hdr_shop_menu
Switching up my DA account....
Hey everyone! So I'm about to do an overhaul of ALL my posted work here. I'll be trashing most of it and adding what I've been up to the bast year or so now. Life got a little crazy and I fell behind on my photography, Doll work and Art work, but No longer! : D So yeah... just an update about my plans. ^~^
> On another note I've opened an Etsy shop! I'll be selling the BJD wigs I make as well as custom face up work So check it out! http://www.etsy.com/shop/EdenSweet?ref=si_shop
<And finally thank you to all my watchers. For all that you do and being just who you are, You're amazing. <3
Best wishes to all and Blessed be! <3
A note on MH dolls
I have several of this pretty little girls and I'm planing on lots more! ^^ But that's not what I wanted to write about! ^^' I'm actually in the process of making my very first Doll wig. :3
I'm modifying my own Draculara doll! It's an experiment at best, but It's creative fun for me. :)
My goal is to modify a DeMew MH doll into and original character of mine. :3 I'll post pictures along the way~
In other updates,
I've done two new face ups that I must needs post. XD I just don't have the pictures on my computer yet, but soon. Later this week I hope. I'm also in the process of body blushing an iplehouse msd BJD. :3 Again I'll post pictu
Welcome back!
Hey all! So I'm back and life is going again.
I work nights now so getting my sleep normal has been a treat.
Art update;
I've been doing a lot of Copic work and practicing girls. I've posted a few. I think I have the concept of drawing women better now, but it's a work in progress. I'm not yet to the boom-shell diva ability yet. But I'm slowly getting there.
BJD Update;
I recently face up-ed a grey resin BJD and added her to my shelf of babies. :) I'll be posting pictures soon. :)
Life Update;
Well i'm not great but work helps my brain not worry too much about anything else.... so I turn off the feelings and just work.
Other then th
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I've never lost someone close to me, but there have been some close calls that have made me think about things, and make me want to be a better person for them and for everyone. I'm sorry for your loss, and I know the pain will never truly leave, but I hope you find and keep the strength to become who you strive to see. I know I see it in you everyday. So keep up your passions and never tell yourself you can't do it. I'm here for you! I myself strive to accepting and compassionate as well, so we can help each other.